I feel like I'm going to explode. (I just wish it's the feeling down there and not up my chest!)
Heart racing and pounding. (Wishing to be sweating and pounding as well! Darn!)
Why does he have such a hold of me?
Why does he have a strong power over my emotions and thoughts?
Am I just making my own curse?
I need to let go - continuously and faithfully let go.
I think I am just stupidly in love with someone who was never meant to be mine.